new semester

even with all the familiar faces
the occassional smiles directed at me
i feel more alone than before

sometimes it's great to be a loner in school
not being restrained by others
not needing to bother to try to be liked by the people (all of them are not my style, no chemistry LOL)

but it just feels bad to not have something to look forward to
or not to have someone to lame around with
or not to have someone to complain/comment about the lecturer/tutor/course/life

sighs
i hope that this is a sign that my period is coming
although i do not enjoy having it
not having it for more than 3 months worries me (i didn't have it last sem at all)

ok that's tmi
not going for lecture tmr
can't be bothered